Graceetopia

tonight was rough. im finding my thoughts seem to be against me. my heart knows what it wants, but my brain knows what I deserve. to have a perfect balance is proving to be rather difficult. crying is never a good look for me. im the strong one. the girl who walked.through hell & made it out with just a few blisters.. funny thing about blisters..if they remain without treatment & the proper time to heal, they begin to fester & become more painful then when they first started out. I need time. I need to pull myself from the molten rock & wild flames to just heal..i want to feel that wholeness you have when two people are so in sync you couldnt bare to see one without the other. I want to have a good life with the one I love. is that too much to ask?

over&out